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Clots, Codes, and COVID

December 21, 2020 by NurseTwain

A 50 y/o COVID positive male is admitted to the med-Surg floor on 4L BNC. Shortly after arriving, the patient turned blue and became hypoxic. The rapid response team was called and the patient was immediately taken to get a CT scan with PE protocol to assess for a clot in the lung. The patient had to be placed on a bipap for transfer to radiology. This involved a respiratory therapist, ICU nurse, charge nurse, and a primary RN. I was instructed to carry 2 extra oxygen tanks as the patient was depleting the existing tanks rather quickly. As we arrive at radiology, the current 2 tanks are emptied, and I had to run to another department to grab additional back ups.

Once the CT was completed, we moved straight to the cardiac cath lab. There, they told the patient that it was necessary to perform a rapid sequence intubation and subsequent transfer to the ICU after all imaging was done. The pt became tearful and stated he could not breathe throughout the full 2 hour code.

Covid has been such a strange virus and we continue to learn more at each patient encounter. Prior to this admission, the patient was healthy with minimal preexisting conditions. The last night shift I worked, I happened to walk into his room to fix a beeping IV and was so excited to see this man awake, alert, and talking to me.

He told me that he had several clots throughout his entire body.. his heart, lungs, and his legs. He stated that he had coded twice in the ICU. He was covered in bruises and complaining of severe generalized pain. He was placed on a heparin drip to prevent any further clotting. I was so excited to see how “good” he looked and he was so grateful to be alive.

Covid is no joke and can change a life in seconds. This man may still be on oxygen, be quarantined in the hospital through Christmas, be covered in bruises, and suffering from generalized pain; however, he is alive. This is another humbling reminder to always count my blessings.

Until next shift,

Shania

Filed Under: patient stories Tagged With: coronavirus, COVID19, hospital, isolation, medicalsurgical, medicine, nurse, nursetwain, nursing, patient, patientstories, patienttalk, quarantine, RN

COVID Update: Are we really heroes?

May 23, 2020 by NurseTwain

Over the past couple of months, the world was forced to adapt to a new normal. Businesses were shut down, jobs were lost, jobs were deemed essential or nonessential, healthcare workers became heroes, and people appreciated the importance of science. There are two extremes: those who believe the coronavirus is a government-created fake to steal our rights, and those who remain isolated in his or her home. People either wear masks or continue to hang out in public crowds. Hospitals are either overwhelmed and under-resourced, or nearing shut down as revenue has dropped so drastically.

I have been affected by the latter. The rural organization that I am apart of recently furloughed and laid off several hundred workers due to a continued low census/revenue. We have tested several hundred individuals with a majority of them either negative, or positive with mild symptoms and instructed to remain isolated at home. I have yet to have any known exposure, nor have I cared for a true COVID-19 patient. I consider myself very fortunate and lucky. We have at most one positive COVID patient in the hospital per week. Census remains to be so low that many nurses are put on stand-by or cost-containment at least once per week. The so-called heroes are unable to work or make money. Many essential workers are given hazard pay, however at an organization where the usual salaries are difficult to come by, we are eliminating positions and praying that we continue to have a job as a new week begins.

So, am I really a hero? The Oxford dictionary defines a hero as someone who is idolized, shows courage, and noble qualities. By this definition, nurses and other healthcare personnel can be considered heroes. However, I do not search to go into harm’s way. I wear my cloth mask, adhere to crisis guidelines, educate the public (who many do not listen), and #stayathome despite the world starting to reopen. I go to work every shift with the mission to practice compassionate, evidence-based care while providing for the specific needs of each patient and family. And my reward? The personal satisfaction of helping others and the risk of getting called off on the next shift.

I absolutely love my profession, my hospital, my coworkers, and my patients, however I do not consider myself to be a hero. My mission is to educate, treat, and inspire people to do good and to remain healthy. My wish is that this pandemic has encouraged others to never take life for granted. I hope that the day we…

  • Hug our friends/family
  • Visit our grandparents
  • Be a support in the hospital
  • Go to a restaurant
  • Return to the theater
  • Shake someone’s hand
  • Go shopping
  • Fly on an airplane
  • Talk to our spouse and children…

Remember the year that these things were not safe and appreciate every moment.

Closing thoughts: This pandemic will not end until there is a miracle drug or vaccine. Even with the city opening up, please continue to social distance, maintain respiratory etiquette, wash your hands, wear a face mask, and be sensitive to others’ emotions.

Until next shift,

Shania

Filed Under: Uncategorized Tagged With: coronavirus, COVID19, isolation, nursetwain, patient, patienttalk, quarantine

A Faith of Thorns

April 2, 2020 by NurseTwain

I recently had a patient encounter with an elderly woman and the conversation is as follows:

“Do you think God is creating this virus to destroy the world like he has done in the past? Like he is wanting us to learn something?”

(Me) “I think God is good and would not create this kind of destruction. He has said after the flood that he would not destroy the earth like that again. He said that he works everything out for good. He did not say that everything will be good. The enemy is present to kill, to steal, and to destroy. I believe this is not God.”

(Patient) “I grew up in the Church of Christ and do love God. I have lived for over 70 years and never in my life has something like this happened. I just can’t wrap my head around why. Where is God in this?”

I didn’t really know what to say at this point, other than to listen and ponder with her. I know God did not send this pandemic, but I will never know why it has occurred in this lifetime. I have tried to focus on only positive thoughts such as having more time to learn a new hobby, catching up on Netflix, spending time at home, and enjoying the presence of immediate family; however, the energy of the world is filled with fear, anxiety, and isolation.

Jesus describes the purpose of parables in Mark 4 by defining three different foundations of faith:

1. Rocky soil= hear the word, accept the word, but have no root and when tribulation comes, the faith falls away.

2. Thorns= hear the word, however the desires of the world overpowers the faith.

3. Good soil= hear the word, accept the word, and spread fruit (joy, faith, success) in multiples.

I would like to think that my faith has a foundation of good soil. I like to think that my optimistic persona will radiate and disperse the fear that is all around me. However, as I write this post, I feel like my faith is grown in thorns. The stresses and worry of current life are drowning my joy and hope I have in Jesus. In the words of my sweet lady, “where is God in this?”

I don’t know, but I do know that I will find out one day. For now, I will hope for the future as I know this too shall pass. I will continue to find joy in the little things. And I will continue to trust that God is with us.

Until next shift,

Shania

“And these are the ones sown on rocky ground: the ones who, when they hear the word, immediately receive it with joy. And they have no root in themselves, but endure for a while; then, when tribulation or persecution arises on account of the word, immediately they fall away. And others are the ones sown among thorns. They are those who hear the word, but the cares of the world and the deceitfulness of riches and the desires for other things enter in and choke the word, and it proves unfruitful. But those that were sown on the good soil are the ones who hear the word and accept it and bear fruit, thirtyfold and sixtyfold and a hundredfold.””
‭‭Mark‬ ‭4:16-20‬ ‭ESV‬‬
https://www.bible.com/59/mrk.4.16-20.esv

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